Random daily update (RDU)
TODAY: 12 pm supposed to meet dominic and David to go bowling at spam jons clubhouse or something like that. i was err. late. reached there around 1.30? oops haha sorry mates! Anyway bowling was fun! haha. My scoree wass...k let's not compare it with other people alright? heh no face. talk about personal achievement =). Yesterday went to bowl also. ALONE. Somehow EVeryone is so busy. I don't know why. It seems like im the only one stoning. I got poor time management maybe? everyone seems to have something to do everyday, except me. Nobody's free liddat, and those who are (were) free always end up unable to go out with me at the last minute =SI'm not blaming anyone, its jus my (un)luck i guess. y isit i feel tt im the only one who REMEMBERs friends? im so insignificant. forgotten.like an optional side component of sum1 else's life.
Anyway bowled 3 games: 85, 93, 89. Was the first time i bowled since eons. Today 4 games: 93, 103, 109, 119 =) check out the improvment diagramme its like werrrrrrrrww dude! straight line graph!! haha. well, almost, with few anomalies. Went to play arcade after that. and i went to shop at Orchard. alone. YOU always say "yes we shld catchup!", but in actual fact, YOU seldom( Never ) do mean it. You talk to me nicely on msn, Cos i talk to u. after that, im gone ain't i ? Yes YOU. TWO of YOU
Ahh spent big bucks again!!! damn im seriously broke enough. No choice have to settle for lower end goods =(. Went to orchard plaza to buy stuff. den walked arnd town. went centrepoint, OG, paragon. Ah yes OG sells nice shirts. I will revisit when my money regenerates. Saw (smelt) some nice colognes. This Burberry Deep scent quite nice $85, got some citrousy smell. Anyways:
I was so hoping i could just bump into you
Bought:
1. Happy Gilmore dvd! =)))) = $40 Happy rocks my socks man!
2. Byron Nitrous fuel = $39
3. Team Trinity shock oil #40 = $7
now i need:
1. engine. dang. low end la. saw this hyper12.. = $120
2. fuel bottle. lost mine dang =$5?
3. exhaust pipe =$15?
You don't seem to even bother about it at all
So.. tmr.. what should i do? probly call zhenghan. He's got training so maybe id go down to marina south too. There's a circuit there. and a shop heh. Though it seriously rips ppl off. AFter that..hmm.. Dunch know. Where did that yingying go to? hmm right she never got back to me. Gotta bug her again. Ah not many days left. thursday id be flying! bangkok. Shop heh. yeah bike shops there sell cheap things! made in thailand ya see. Thursday would b a short day. maybe play badminton with zhenghan.yeah i know i can't expect much at all, but.. argh.. it is very saddening. Just treat me as a friend, like how u used to, thats seriously enough. Now? i'm barely treated as one. I'm not even tinkin of gettin you to like me, cos i know we aren't meant to be. I'm just trying to be your friend
Damn training i slack damn alot. die la im not even fast enough and im not putting in 100% effort =( wat to do? hols la give me some slack. I got many hobbies and leisure activities and stuff that i wanna do. Training screws up my cycling plans. Not like i want to become a national runner someday (i only thought running could help me become national cyclist heh).
Even an distant friend should have some place in your heart, don't you agree?
Ah let tmr worry bout itself. For now id worry bout starting my nitro car. =) good day
Could u at least just talk to me?initiate a (short?) conversaation at least? That'll means alot already.
Even a forwarded msg would do too. what happened to all those 'forwards' you used to send? Let me feel that at least you still remember me. ( as a friend )
Not asking too much i hope? Not just wishful thinking i hope. Now it seems its all but a pipe dream.


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