promos aftermath
General mood : Happy :-) [edited 23/10/05]
Well, finally received my promos results. Argh, horrible. Undoubtedly i'm no academic material =( Must have been slacking too much throughout the year. BUT den again.. slack?? this has been what i've been doing for 4 years. Nothing much has changed, ok perhaps tweaked and adapted my study pattern a little bit, after all JC life is like so different. Don't think i'm fully accustomed to the system yet. DONT LIKE IT.
In acsi i could slack one whole year, and den spend 2 weeks of intensive revision to patch up partition and categorize all the bits and pieces of knowledge that ive accumulated throughout the year. JC; miss out abit very hard to catch up. Perhaps it was a mistake to screw up terms (blocks), but then again what could i have done? i wasn't in the best of moods den, felt totally screwed up. Dunno what's wrong with me.
My character seems to be in a constant deterioration, and i can't seem to reverse it. Alot of attitude problems forming, losing patience, courtesy, manners. Don't know what happened to the gentleman qualities that AC has thought me. Not many students actually greet the teachers they see, so it feels really awkward when i go " good morning sir/madam ". What's more female teachers would say "why you call me MADAM??". Aiya big deal, can still be gentlemanly around girls can liao =) hahaha.
I'm getting screwed up man. My christian life is almost non-existent? Lost touch with God, though i know he has never lost touch with me. Thanks Matheus for helping me get back =) Kinda struggling still. I don't know why. He's the same God who blessed me so much in AC, He will do it again wouldn't he? My promotion now lies at the mercy of the school. If God SOMEHOW got me into hc with 10 points, why would he retain me? He wouldn't. No wait, my fate is independent of what people say, its what God says. Den again, what verse talks about promotion =S
I'm not at all happy with what Ive achieved for promos (haha who would), but God say "let not my heart be troubled", so OK i just let go, let God. For that reason, I'm not troubled at all by what i got. Somehow there's this peace in me. I know i'd be promoted. I just know. Maybe its called faith. Other people even start worrying for me. They ask/say things like "why are you not panicking at all?"/ "you don't care? what's wrong with u?"/ "you crazy lah"/ " you cannot promote"/ "siao why you not stressed at all". I dunno what to reply man id jus go like "err what can i do". No really what can i do? panicking wouldn't improve my grades, i'd probly end up on the sickbed, when i could've been trashing people on my bike.
Let me first tell you my results:
Gp -B4 - 62 - my best subject. I never do any of Dr Tan's work and i still fared well somehow. May show that her homework is useless/ may not. Maybe i could've done better if i had done her work? Don't feel that i've done very well. My compo was Okaay. Compre always been good but i still duno how to do AQs. Sucks the things i wrote i might as well have left it blank.
CLAO - C6 - pass lol didnt study at all
Maths - O - 43.8 - probly didnt practice enough. gave up on integration sigh.
Bio - O - 38.5 (E=40.5) - studied hard. Paper hard. TIME MANAGEMENT sucked. i could've gotten E..NO friggin problem. If only i had read Ms Soh's sms before the blardy exam. I would've used time more efficiently. Sucks could've finished my essay and gotten more points. Don't understand the bio dept. Make so hard for what??? As like 0? Bs like 5-6? den large majority of students in O?? INSANITY. Why other JCS can get As Bs and Cs so easily.
Chem - O - 38.1 (E=49) - Studied the HARDEST for chem. In the end chem was the most difficult. Time management prob AGAIN. wtf. didnt even attemp the either/or question.
Phy - O - 37.5 - Studied for the sake of studying. Wanted to drop. Not fair. never study get O. Bio study get F. Why i want to drop still give me O. Those i wan to score well give me F.
Now you get the whole picture. tetra-Os. O4.
One thing that is quite irritating is when everyone around u is complaining about "dying" and "FAILING", which actually tranlates to "Not getting S papers" and "not getting As". Nothing that i can say. They're the normal population here. I'm well. Abnormal? Steph.an.ie Koh (hc co.uncil vp) got 4 As or something. 2nd top scorer for bio. Im like almost the other extreme. Everyone goes around yammering and grieving over their results, when I'm the one who's supposed to be aghast over my results. Ok i understand that contentment is proportionate to Expectations. My point is : be more precarious when u're complaining about your results; your actions may cause unintended disheartenment to someone else who isn't half as smart as you. I not v bothered by this just speaking up for those who did lousy (wrt the rest; not wrt to me haha) for promos.
Ok that's the last from me you'd hear about academics. It's over i won't harp over it. Fun time is here =) So many things i'd like to do, as usual no time. Old friends are drifting away. It's like some phenomenom that's inevitable, some implacable force that separates u from your friends, its jus a matter of time. Trying to bridge the gulfs of friendship. It's one way most of the time. Its a hard job, and why does it seem like im the only one working at it. Wanna start breakdancing again. and yeah jus canceled end yr combined concert, pushed to nex yr. And i wanna resign from strings vp post. Im not doing a gd job, and im losing commitment. I'd be happy just playing. GIve me a sport! im dying. Training squash now hope to get into squash team next year lol.
Fong Yingying!! I'm so sorry i forgot to wish u happy birthday on your birthday!! =((( haha sorry and happy belated sweeter 17! =))) and now hopefully u'd stumble across my blog and press cntrl-F and type in Yingying press Enter and read this segment haha.
Well, finally received my promos results. Argh, horrible. Undoubtedly i'm no academic material =( Must have been slacking too much throughout the year. BUT den again.. slack?? this has been what i've been doing for 4 years. Nothing much has changed, ok perhaps tweaked and adapted my study pattern a little bit, after all JC life is like so different. Don't think i'm fully accustomed to the system yet. DONT LIKE IT.
In acsi i could slack one whole year, and den spend 2 weeks of intensive revision to patch up partition and categorize all the bits and pieces of knowledge that ive accumulated throughout the year. JC; miss out abit very hard to catch up. Perhaps it was a mistake to screw up terms (blocks), but then again what could i have done? i wasn't in the best of moods den, felt totally screwed up. Dunno what's wrong with me.
My character seems to be in a constant deterioration, and i can't seem to reverse it. Alot of attitude problems forming, losing patience, courtesy, manners. Don't know what happened to the gentleman qualities that AC has thought me. Not many students actually greet the teachers they see, so it feels really awkward when i go " good morning sir/madam ". What's more female teachers would say "why you call me MADAM??". Aiya big deal, can still be gentlemanly around girls can liao =) hahaha.
I'm getting screwed up man. My christian life is almost non-existent? Lost touch with God, though i know he has never lost touch with me. Thanks Matheus for helping me get back =) Kinda struggling still. I don't know why. He's the same God who blessed me so much in AC, He will do it again wouldn't he? My promotion now lies at the mercy of the school. If God SOMEHOW got me into hc with 10 points, why would he retain me? He wouldn't. No wait, my fate is independent of what people say, its what God says. Den again, what verse talks about promotion =S
I'm not at all happy with what Ive achieved for promos (haha who would), but God say "let not my heart be troubled", so OK i just let go, let God. For that reason, I'm not troubled at all by what i got. Somehow there's this peace in me. I know i'd be promoted. I just know. Maybe its called faith. Other people even start worrying for me. They ask/say things like "why are you not panicking at all?"/ "you don't care? what's wrong with u?"/ "you crazy lah"/ " you cannot promote"/ "siao why you not stressed at all". I dunno what to reply man id jus go like "err what can i do". No really what can i do? panicking wouldn't improve my grades, i'd probly end up on the sickbed, when i could've been trashing people on my bike.
Let me first tell you my results:
Gp -B4 - 62 - my best subject. I never do any of Dr Tan's work and i still fared well somehow. May show that her homework is useless/ may not. Maybe i could've done better if i had done her work? Don't feel that i've done very well. My compo was Okaay. Compre always been good but i still duno how to do AQs. Sucks the things i wrote i might as well have left it blank.
CLAO - C6 - pass lol didnt study at all
Maths - O - 43.8 - probly didnt practice enough. gave up on integration sigh.
Bio - O - 38.5 (E=40.5) - studied hard. Paper hard. TIME MANAGEMENT sucked. i could've gotten E..NO friggin problem. If only i had read Ms Soh's sms before the blardy exam. I would've used time more efficiently. Sucks could've finished my essay and gotten more points. Don't understand the bio dept. Make so hard for what??? As like 0? Bs like 5-6? den large majority of students in O?? INSANITY. Why other JCS can get As Bs and Cs so easily.
Chem - O - 38.1 (E=49) - Studied the HARDEST for chem. In the end chem was the most difficult. Time management prob AGAIN. wtf. didnt even attemp the either/or question.
Phy - O - 37.5 - Studied for the sake of studying. Wanted to drop. Not fair. never study get O. Bio study get F. Why i want to drop still give me O. Those i wan to score well give me F.
Now you get the whole picture. tetra-Os. O4.
One thing that is quite irritating is when everyone around u is complaining about "dying" and "FAILING", which actually tranlates to "Not getting S papers" and "not getting As". Nothing that i can say. They're the normal population here. I'm well. Abnormal? Steph.an.ie Koh (hc co.uncil vp) got 4 As or something. 2nd top scorer for bio. Im like almost the other extreme. Everyone goes around yammering and grieving over their results, when I'm the one who's supposed to be aghast over my results. Ok i understand that contentment is proportionate to Expectations. My point is : be more precarious when u're complaining about your results; your actions may cause unintended disheartenment to someone else who isn't half as smart as you. I not v bothered by this just speaking up for those who did lousy (wrt the rest; not wrt to me haha) for promos.
Ok that's the last from me you'd hear about academics. It's over i won't harp over it. Fun time is here =) So many things i'd like to do, as usual no time. Old friends are drifting away. It's like some phenomenom that's inevitable, some implacable force that separates u from your friends, its jus a matter of time. Trying to bridge the gulfs of friendship. It's one way most of the time. Its a hard job, and why does it seem like im the only one working at it. Wanna start breakdancing again. and yeah jus canceled end yr combined concert, pushed to nex yr. And i wanna resign from strings vp post. Im not doing a gd job, and im losing commitment. I'd be happy just playing. GIve me a sport! im dying. Training squash now hope to get into squash team next year lol.
Fong Yingying!! I'm so sorry i forgot to wish u happy birthday on your birthday!! =((( haha sorry and happy belated sweeter 17! =))) and now hopefully u'd stumble across my blog and press cntrl-F and type in Yingying press Enter and read this segment haha.
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