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haiz..nostalgic again. Tmr's cny, i have to perform for chinese orchestra, my first ever performance, and have to do our class stall thing. However, the sense of anticipation and 'excitedness' seems to be missing. Instead, the main event of the day is like, when i go back to acsi. Oh well, nothing beats going back.. =( i really miss my old school life..I still feel the same... 'i want to go back to acsi..not acjc/rjc/vjc..nor stay in hci..' but its impossible..so ok forget it..
Life is rather good for me in hwachong..nOt bad..The whole class is really nice..v blessed that there arent any paikias in the class..There are few ppl i can talk to..Tim.othy and Zo.ngyi are like quite good friends to me now..today after sch and chinese orc went to eat at macs..had lots to talk about..computer games..metal gear solid..halo..final fantasy..game-talk..im glad we have stuf to talk about..My time spent with timot.hy is like almost all full of crap..Zo.ngyi also..like today bio lecture..we ran to the lecture hall just to get aircon..we were the first 3 in the hall..haha..fun..The rgs girls are ppl whom i can relate more to..talk more about personal stuff..i dont find myself talking about how i miss this miss that to the class-guys..They seem to understand better..Isabelle especially, partly cos they feel quite the same as well..talked to kimberle today too..shes friendly..quite easy to talk to actually..talked about musical stuff..Zey.ing nic.holas Huiwen and the rest are just easily sociable..so its like they're talk to nomatter who..seldom talk to glori leh..tho she seems to be a lil more friendly recently..somehow i still dun feel as happy as i used to be..tho im crapping more now..
Ahh i wanna go back to ac..somehow i really miss my art classes..with our old man..Mr farlow..and how we'd sing ' i would farlow youuu..whereever u may go.. 'rmmber all the days i stay back so late in sch to piah art..last minute always..den i'd listen to e same old songs in my mp3 player..rmmbring how we always studied for exams..miss my frens..miss my clas too..4.9..great class..miss the prefects..the morning patrols..etc..all the stupid jokes...haiz..this is life
The cny banner was great..tho it didnt turn out as nice as i wanted it to be..no time..too sian..but oh well..it was good enough..if only farlow could see this..if only all my frens can see this as well..if only i could paint with the same old art gang..if only i could paint at the same art room again...
why am i suffering so severely from nostalgia? i dun see any of my classmates feeling sad or missing their sch as much as i am..are there other friends who cry in private as well? maybe there are..just that nobody would know about it..feels so alone..its kinda sad if im the only one who misses the old times so much..i hope it isnt the case..thanks rach for listening to all my problems..really appreciated.. oh well tmr going back to ac anyway..id definitely enjoy my day..good nite
Life is rather good for me in hwachong..nOt bad..The whole class is really nice..v blessed that there arent any paikias in the class..There are few ppl i can talk to..Tim.othy and Zo.ngyi are like quite good friends to me now..today after sch and chinese orc went to eat at macs..had lots to talk about..computer games..metal gear solid..halo..final fantasy..game-talk..im glad we have stuf to talk about..My time spent with timot.hy is like almost all full of crap..Zo.ngyi also..like today bio lecture..we ran to the lecture hall just to get aircon..we were the first 3 in the hall..haha..fun..The rgs girls are ppl whom i can relate more to..talk more about personal stuff..i dont find myself talking about how i miss this miss that to the class-guys..They seem to understand better..Isabelle especially, partly cos they feel quite the same as well..talked to kimberle today too..shes friendly..quite easy to talk to actually..talked about musical stuff..Zey.ing nic.holas Huiwen and the rest are just easily sociable..so its like they're talk to nomatter who..seldom talk to glori leh..tho she seems to be a lil more friendly recently..somehow i still dun feel as happy as i used to be..tho im crapping more now..
Ahh i wanna go back to ac..somehow i really miss my art classes..with our old man..Mr farlow..and how we'd sing ' i would farlow youuu..whereever u may go.. 'rmmber all the days i stay back so late in sch to piah art..last minute always..den i'd listen to e same old songs in my mp3 player..rmmbring how we always studied for exams..miss my frens..miss my clas too..4.9..great class..miss the prefects..the morning patrols..etc..all the stupid jokes...haiz..this is life
The cny banner was great..tho it didnt turn out as nice as i wanted it to be..no time..too sian..but oh well..it was good enough..if only farlow could see this..if only all my frens can see this as well..if only i could paint with the same old art gang..if only i could paint at the same art room again...
why am i suffering so severely from nostalgia? i dun see any of my classmates feeling sad or missing their sch as much as i am..are there other friends who cry in private as well? maybe there are..just that nobody would know about it..feels so alone..its kinda sad if im the only one who misses the old times so much..i hope it isnt the case..thanks rach for listening to all my problems..really appreciated.. oh well tmr going back to ac anyway..id definitely enjoy my day..good nite
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