Nostalgia
today is monday.. the first day that studies lectures and tutorials officially starts... sian.. the lectures are like 1 hour 20 minutes long la.. when my attention span is onli like 20 minutes?! just sleep the rest of the time... den went for canoeing- swimming test... how lame.. stupid sch policy they say... jus swim 50m den qualified.. they just wanna see if you can float anot.. dumb..
after i went for chinese orchestra practice sessions... brought my bro's bow.. but didnt use it at all in the end.. their bass got one damn lousy one.. and the senior bassists look weird..... got one taiwanese look like jap.. weird guy.. the way they play not nice also... anyway today played soem pieces.. had a blister on index strait away..den burst..den had to retire... den they tell me.. have 3 j2 bassists and 3 j1 bassists liaoz..and they onli need 5 bassists to play for syf.. no more... means...... since im the onli one with no concert experience... im most likley to be excluded for syf.. oh well.. try for chamber lor.. hope dun get rejected like badminton liddat..
went back with cihan.. she very stressed liddat..cos she also tinks that she cant get into syf group..her fear more realistic cos got so many erhu players around..
online now.. have maths and bio to do.. but dun feel like doing... talkin to isabelle makes me depressed.. she wants to leave hc.. cos she feels someting is missing...the cheerfulness and crappiness.... and so do i... its just weird... HC is really nice.. everybody's really friendly too..but someting's just missing... i cant joke or crap around like i always do.. because everybody's like on a different frequency.. nobody would understand me if i just talked cock and crapped around...because the ppl who do are everywhere but in hc... when in ac.. so fun.. i can crap with almost everybody.... aaron fool... yong neng... remember in art... eveyrthing can become a joke..all the stupid tings we did... and the acting dumb acting gay and all... all these i really miss man.. den can just talk cock and act dumb with jonathan liang and yong neng.. remember one time was playing with jonathan in art room.. we pretended the rolling chairs were tanks..den we just rolled about 'shooting' each other.. den with all the sound effects...eg missiles machine guns and all... den explode liaoz we respawn somewhere else.... how fun la.. den can talk to yongneng.. just say anything that doenst make sense and the conv can continue... " its like how the bowler controls the ball " ; " yaa.. den like the pin and the computer right? " so on and so forth..no connection watsoever.. den back in class also so full of crap... sooo damn fun la....haiz.. oh well.... times have changed...now when i go to hc... i have noone to crap with.. no lame partners and such.. life is really sad now..
i remembered one of the new year resolutions i vowed to keep in front of friends... i said that nomatter wat i'd always be the same.. well... i tink its broken... im no longer as cheerful and crappy as i used to be.. =(
after i went for chinese orchestra practice sessions... brought my bro's bow.. but didnt use it at all in the end.. their bass got one damn lousy one.. and the senior bassists look weird..... got one taiwanese look like jap.. weird guy.. the way they play not nice also... anyway today played soem pieces.. had a blister on index strait away..den burst..den had to retire... den they tell me.. have 3 j2 bassists and 3 j1 bassists liaoz..and they onli need 5 bassists to play for syf.. no more... means...... since im the onli one with no concert experience... im most likley to be excluded for syf.. oh well.. try for chamber lor.. hope dun get rejected like badminton liddat..
went back with cihan.. she very stressed liddat..cos she also tinks that she cant get into syf group..her fear more realistic cos got so many erhu players around..
online now.. have maths and bio to do.. but dun feel like doing... talkin to isabelle makes me depressed.. she wants to leave hc.. cos she feels someting is missing...the cheerfulness and crappiness.... and so do i... its just weird... HC is really nice.. everybody's really friendly too..but someting's just missing... i cant joke or crap around like i always do.. because everybody's like on a different frequency.. nobody would understand me if i just talked cock and crapped around...because the ppl who do are everywhere but in hc... when in ac.. so fun.. i can crap with almost everybody.... aaron fool... yong neng... remember in art... eveyrthing can become a joke..all the stupid tings we did... and the acting dumb acting gay and all... all these i really miss man.. den can just talk cock and act dumb with jonathan liang and yong neng.. remember one time was playing with jonathan in art room.. we pretended the rolling chairs were tanks..den we just rolled about 'shooting' each other.. den with all the sound effects...eg missiles machine guns and all... den explode liaoz we respawn somewhere else.... how fun la.. den can talk to yongneng.. just say anything that doenst make sense and the conv can continue... " its like how the bowler controls the ball " ; " yaa.. den like the pin and the computer right? " so on and so forth..no connection watsoever.. den back in class also so full of crap... sooo damn fun la....haiz.. oh well.... times have changed...now when i go to hc... i have noone to crap with.. no lame partners and such.. life is really sad now..
i remembered one of the new year resolutions i vowed to keep in front of friends... i said that nomatter wat i'd always be the same.. well... i tink its broken... im no longer as cheerful and crappy as i used to be.. =(
posted by wx at 2:21 PM
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