New year.. Old me..

so fast.. one week has past since school started.. it seems like only yesterday when it was still 2004.. im still kinda not used to blogging.. feels like im talking to a wall.. and it seems like i cant seem to fully express myself in a blog liddat.. my english and vocabulary r limiting my ability to express myself.. soo many things i wanna say...cannot put eveyrthing into posts la..

anyways we had campfire today.. after erm 5 days of orientation.. actually more like 3 days la... the first two days like how sian la..first day all talks.. den like onli second day then they have icebreakers.. den like spend one day with og group next day split into classes liaoz... wth..

haiz.. kinda gotten over the fact that im no longer in ac.. made alot of new friends.. feel much more at home over here liaoz.. i always had the mentality that chinese high ppl were weird.. from all the things' i've heard..but well.. i tink they're all very friendly ppl.. in fact my whole class is very nice.. i'm glad that there were no attitude problem ppl or paikias around.. no posers or flirts around either.. the girls are also all very decent ppl.. Hmmm..but all these are onli for now la.. i dunno all of them well enough to judge their characters yet.. i have som problem remembering all their names.. keep forgetting.. feel quite bad leh.. somehow i tink all the tchs ppl look quite the same..haha..

i also got to know all my seniors from the senior class 04s78.. they're a really friendly bunch of ppl.. they all look very nice to me.. when i was painting the class flag.. everyone kept asking if they could help me with the flag.. really appreciated it.. but den im used to painting alone.. cos exams all these always do alone one.. den also always last minute.. My classmates even reserved food for me.. how nice..

campfire was quite cool actually... saw weiwen in a skirt..hahaha...not skirt la its the ancient roman armory stuff.. i can never understand how he can become faculty head..or even a councillor.. he was my sailing senior.. and he's the slack slack talk alot of rubbish typ la.. play alot but studies still v good one..last time sailign everytime crack alot of sick jokes..haha.. damn fun.. we sang alot of hc songs during the campfire. i didnt even noe how to sing all the songs.. all chinese la omg.. even school song also chinese.. one reason why i didnt learn the sch song was also because i didnt wan to sing it at all.. i still love AC man.. den like during all the cheering sessions and all i kept shouting ' AC ' instead of ' hwachong '.. wat to do.. im a prefect and we always shout sch cheers.. used to it.. one time in the hall i shouted ACAC all the way then a few councillors were like lookin at me.. den like DIE die say wrong stuff.. at the end of the day.. i felt quite sad la.. i was beginnin to like hwa chong.. which means i'd start to not miss AC anymore.. liddat how? im quite scared i'd start to lose memories of AC lor.. den i was thinking.. if im starting to feel at home at hc... means other friends are starting to become loyal to their new sch and friends.. which means.. ppl are starting to forget ac and fellow acsians.. depressing thought again..

Ahh... if someone asked me if i would stay in hc after first 3 months.. my answer would still be a no.. i wan to go to AC or RJ.. where almost all the acsians are la...like wat am i doing here ah.. i feel so out of place.. feel like i belong somewhere else.. - acjc....

second post so long also.. i tink i should post more often instead of cramp everything here.. i cannot say finish wat i wan to say