Friday, February 11, 2005

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Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
We can't go onThinking it's wrong to speak our minds
I've got to let out what's inside...
how i wish i could still relive those times...well i could always call them up for a reunion right?not tt easy when we dun see each other often anymore..compounded by the fact tt we're all drifting away.. sad
e third day of cny..im not feeling glad at all...life just gets worse.. rachelle beh jus broke up with kwongming too..pray tt God wld bless them..dey're both great ppl..dunno wat really happened..but all tt i can do is to listen to her probs..cant help..i got my own probs to attend to..
deres a question i would like to ask..would a relationship turn out right..for two ppl of different jcs?i personally tink its hard..but everyone says its possible..jinglin: "anyting's possible..if there's a will"..well they may be right..but i dun tink she likes me..its kinda obvious..oh well..i never asked for too much..rushin wont help..id jus c how tings turn out..but honestly..i doubt id get a pos+ ending..ive always failed in this area..valentine's day coming..shld i do anything for her? id like too..but if she suspects i lyk her..she can either be heartles or b appreciative..i fear for the worse..id rather wait..dun tink we'r close enuf yet..tho i doubt we'd ever be..ahh..id be happy enuf if we jus bcome good friends..as long as we can stil be friends w/o awkwardness..ppl ask if its infatuation..i doubt it is..its lasted too long to be one..den again..studies are more impt..and so are friends..i must not forget all my pals..and err...classmates..
Listening to songs..like the one above..was clearing up my comp..not enuf harddisc space..burning my files into cds..so was browsing thro all e materials..files..folders..and songs..only makes me more nostalgic..feeling veRy sad again..all the songs..the calling-our lives..bryan adams-open road..phillcollins-you'll be in my heart..songs which the council has performed..for various occasions..prefect's farewell dinner..04 end year camp(our last camp.which also fell on e last few days of 04)..man i miss all the councillors man..still rmmber the roxbury video we made at suntec..haha amusing..
how i wish i could dance again..listening to men-in-black..ushers-yeah..nelly-ride with me..michael/janet jackson-scream..tried dancing to them again..but found out tt i forgot many moves..02 was the first year we performed..aditya initiated and started the group..men-in-black..it was an awesome performance i must say..haha..i rmmber that when i went home..alot of my friend's nicks were like " Nod your head..black suits' comin".. sec 3 we did ridewithme and scream..sec 4 usher and scream with matrix blabla segments..haiz i miss the dance room at adi's house man..e kinda feeling i get dere is..great..it contains so many memories of all the times we gathered to rehearse there..creat moves..crack stupid jokes..lame around.. play..dance.. Bond.
Was tinking of crashin ac today..but ah couldnt wake up...haiz..i tink itd be a really boring day for me today..i wish invest could come sooner..

1 Comments:

Blogger Eriku said...

hey~ dun feel so down.. cheer up =)there's always a better tomorrow~! ya, call up your frens if you wan to have a reunion =) they wun reject u when you all are so close =) trust me la! or else, it just gets worse and you all will drift even further apart. ya, must try to secure frenship too =)

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