prelim results

Chem - O
Maths - O
Bio - E

Pretty bad isn't it? haha. So okay i've flunked the last exam-like-test-opportunity before the A levels commence, but does that mean i'm screwed? Course not! But well, i've have to work 200% harder now, and this is the price i have to pay for slacking for a good part of the two years.

I wouldnt say im devasted and uberly demoralized by the results, except for the one day long shock-periods that i get after receiving the papers. Bio wasn't that bad, i passed! lol first time in two years. Somehow my morale still high even after failing exams 5 times in a row haha. Might seem like over-confidence, or ego just too big. I think it's optimism, but most likely it's someone whispering to me inside my head, telling me how special i am, and how my capabilities are only restricted by how great He is. God never fails, and since He brought me to hc he couldn't just have given up on me halfway! =)

Dear heavenly father, I very much need your help, it's overly blatant that Im very much screwed, please do turn the situation around.

I think ive got the aptitude, just not the attitude =X. Now i think ive got the attitude part as well! With this two components in place, i may well have put together a recipe for succes! I hope.
According to classmates, it's important to study smart as well. So put all three together and you get

Aptitude + Attitude ----study-smart---> AAA

conditions:
1. time practices
2. Efficient time management
3. no more blogging
4. no more msn
5. Plan a timetable
6. Isolated study environment in school

Been studying outside the library everyday lately. Nice and quiet. Today tried out the table at the table too, until i got fumigated. I think id miss that table when i leave hwachong, should take photos of it.

I have to cut down on cycling. maybe none at all, and id go down to school on saturdays to do work too. Just too much distractions at home man, impossible to get anything done. Last time i rode was last saturday, went to see a new bikeshop near orchard. Oh i ran over some funny pinkish, slimy and shiny mess/lump of thing on the road. Now wait that sounds like meat doesnt it? Lol, damn gross man. Spent the whole ride haunted by the thought that there could be pieces of meat and tonnes of microbacteria stuck on my wheel lol. Some nice passers-by covered up that - whatever it is - with tissue, so that brings me some comfort that at least there was a barrier between my tires and that disgusting thing.

Blog surfed recently, went to visit many of my old friend's blogs. Looking through the photos, it's kinda sad to think that man, I could have been in those photos too, dressed in white and blue. Would still be able to cock around with all my buddies. But oh well, every school has its pros and cons. I think if i had gone over i would have felt the same way towards hc, (provided i went over only this year). How i wish i could wield dual schoolizenship, or possess supernatural powers that grant me physical duality, that i can be two places at once. I miss my sec school friends, and it's kinda sad how little opportunities we have to interact. But ah actually im really tired out by these kinda things alr, i'm quite happy now just looking ahead, though its just NS. But heck NS is fun! Plays guns, toss grenades, bunnyhop, make stupid videos and get brought to court.

I always see the rg girl at the benches outside library, but argh i think she' attached alr, always with this guy. Boohoo. Now i'm left with the J1 girl as eyecandy. But at least there's still a eyecandy! haha, something to brighten up my day. [edit] Oh yeah e rg girl appeared in my dreams! and i was talking to her in it.. and guess what.. i remembered her name!! haha. In the dream i was talking to her, and i asked for her name cause i forgot it, and she told me! Man i think that's a damn cool way to rmmbr ppl's names! hahaha. [/edit]

Confucious says: "Having two eye candy better then having one eye candy, as just enough one for each eye feasting. Having one eye candy is still better then having no eye candy. But having overly multiple eyecandy leave you eye flower (yan3 hua1)"

Okay that was just random, I have no idea how i came out with that. At least there's an outlet for creative juices to flow. hahah


Would you lay with me, and just forget the world

now when would i get someone who can actually do that =(

you're still a girl, i'd never understand



Okay time(1) is(3) up(4),

you(1) are(3) dumb(4).


I mean.. time for a chem paper.