0830 hrs - pre postin result release

I'm scared. very scared.

I hate uncertainty

I hate life.

Life sucks.

where ever i go, it would mean departure number 3.

I want both schools, but i can only choose one.

I cant bear to leave behind friends in either school.

I cant make the decision, i dont want to, but it has to be made.

Will i be missed?

if i stayed would i be happy? if i left would i regret?

Should i stay if i have to switch class?

Should i stay if i have to drop physics?

I will miss 05s78, definitely. everyone here is so nice. yes. everyone.

where does my happiness lie? are friendships more important? or should i be studies orientated.

God bless me. Romans 8.28. i know u will bless me richly whereever u put me. but i just cant bear to leave my friends.

Its one ting to keep in touch with old friends, another to be in the same school and class as them.

What ever the scenario may be tomorrow, i cant seem to find happiness anywhere.

Why

does

it

have

to

be

like..



this.....